The beginning starts now

Not sure on how to start I begin by saying yes. Yes to all fears, yes to understanding, and yes to you. I never can find the words, but you know my heart. I am unsure on how I feel, however you know my destiny. I am yours, I see only you in the end I look for you throughout my day, and the first sign of you is when I open my eyes. How faithful you are. I have been wrong in so many ways. Like a puppy with her tail tucked in, you still love me. Crystal clear when you see my sins. When I ask for forgiveness you restore me. I have been ashamed lately and you have sent an Angel to remind me that you welcome me just as I am. How grateful. I pray and hope that I can reconnect with you like never before, my soul cries out praise him. With my whole heart I ask that you find me guilty of anything that has caused me to stray. I humbly need you in my life as I allow the holy spirit to guide my paths, I asked that my heart listens. I need you Lord. I don’t want a relationship based on fear of dying in the flesh however, I want to rest assure that I know you are king of kings, first and last, beginning and end. You are my father alone and if I truly allow you to do what you do, I will walk into what you already have prepared. You are my joy Lord. Give me you as you always do and I promise more to do more than I have. Struggling to Crystal Clear is not easy, help me with my purpose.

 

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Author: crystal22clear

Trying to balance my crown through spoken word in silence sentences..... I'm a 80s baby ...I'm quite the lady...I'm quiet and such... sometimes a little Rowdy not giving a fuck...I'm sensitive at times stingy with my emotions...adjusting my crown under this world's cruel potions ...in my words you will find my rhythm and my Blues ...please don't get it confused nor misconstrued...my living will not be in vain ...don't cause your self to go insane ...worrying if my post are about you ...I just happened to feel the same way you do... I'm a 80s baby ...I like hip hop and soul food graffiti on walls in my Converse shoes... I seen things unknown and cried tears of blue... I'm sorry if I feel the same way you do... swimming pool of emotions bottled and confused... I guess you can say I'm a ocean never ending and wide mysterious harsh courageous with pride..humbled when I crash vulnerable inside...

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